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studies suck, but it seems that i don't really care!
can't wait till this time next week. fucking rocking!
all exams and assessment will be done, and celebrations begin. until we have more exams.
got a bit of study done at the chem desks with wendy today. did alot of eating and laughing and 'i'm tired's =)
so physics seems like my marks right now, and chem shouldn't be too bad either. just need to do my bio now.
hmm...
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| i think too much.
i wish thing'd be alot more simple, but it's never my call. i over-analyse things and i blow things out of proportion. it's almost as if i like to depress myself just get the high after the low. now THAT's low. everything seems so complicated now. hit 18 and it's all screwed up. even things that were fine turn so damn bad. that past year has been pretty tough just in general.
when i love i love too furiously. i put everything into it and get absolutely broken. =) i'm putting everything in right now, knowing that i'm going for the big one this time. i really want this to work, cuz i know that she's everything i need.
i really need some psychological help hey. i know where to get it. =)
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| that's what i am right now. i always have good ideas for presents, or good ideas to surprise people.
the problem is that they never work out. i set it up so it'll work out just fine,
then something happens and screws everything over.
someone please remind me why i try so hard.
tell me why i want the best for someone,
tell me why i go out of my way even when i know that i'm getting trodden on,
tell me why i shrug things off that people think are big issues,
tell me why i can't go a week without being 'just single',
tell me why i can't control anything when my emotions go haywire.
i'm really broken. i can't seem to pick myself up from this ditch i've dug myself into.
it's not at all fun, and i can feel myself dying slowly.
i'm not wallowing in self pity.
i'm disappointed that all i've worked for is nothing.
it's a real bummer when the things that you worked so hard for
just blows away with the wind. i wonder.
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| So i've made my timetable. Any UNSW'ers out there want to bum with me? (edit: the clashes aren't really meant to be there. the clashes occur on altewrnative weeks so it's not so bad.) | Hour | Monday | Tuesday | Wednesday | Thursday | Friday | Sat | Sun | | 9:00 am | | 10:00 am | | 11:00 am | | 12:00 pm | | 1:00 pm | | 2:00 pm | | 3:00 pm | | 4:00 pm |
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Laboratory
Applied Science 133 | PHYS1121
Lecture
Physics Theatre | CHEM1031
Lecture
Mathews Theatre B | BABS1201
Lecture Sequence 1 of 2
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Mathews Theatre A | MATH1131
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See School for Location | | | | | BABS1201
Laboratory
Bioscience G20 |
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Mathews Theatre B | | | PHYS1121
Lecture
Physics Theatre | PHYS1121
Tutorial
Old Main Building 151 | | | | | | | | |
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Lecture
Mathews Theatre A | PHYS1121
Lecture
Physics Theatre | BABS1201
Lecture Sequence 2 of 2
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Tutorial 1 of 2
See School for Location | CHEM1031
Tutorial
Macauley Theatre (Quad 1027) | PHYS1121
Laboratory
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